Living life is kind of busy

Dear Children, Apparently taking care of you guys takes up a lot of my time. So I will not apologize for the fact that I haven't written you a letter since January. I have been back to work full time now for a little over a year, I still question everyday if I am missing out on big things in your life. For right now we are going to keep at it and just take it day by day. Chris. You are going to be in high school next year. That is super insane. You want to play football and I am freaked out, but I will let you spread your wings. I just hope that I don't have to put those wings in casts next fall. You challenge me daily with your intellect and ability to argue your side of things to the point of insanity. You are my child inside and out. Sometimes I wonder if you even have any other DNA. That is why I know you will be just fine, I like to tell all of my friends that you will either run the world or talk someone into taking care of you forever. (Guess that may end of being me).

Savannah. You are the reason I am now on blood pressure medicine and potentially a mood stabilizer before too long. You are a mean as a snake and as you like to say bossy. You are only two but you look and talk like a sassy four year old. You are doing so well in daycare and I know that was the right decision for you. You are so stinking cute and so smart. I can't wait to see what the next year holds for you.

You guys play and argue like you are a year apart instead of 11. It is hilarious. I have no doubt that you guys will be very close as time goes on. As much as you drive me crazy I am so proud of your intelligence and independence.

I know I don't always show it, but I love you both very much and I am trying to learn every day to live in the moment and not "freak out" so much as you would say Chris. I will try not to stay away for so long next time, but knowing you two I might not have much time to write for awhile. XOXO, Mom